Hail O ! Frustration

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

As the time counts down for Schooling-Trauma to officially end, the agony and pain is increasing,the directly proportional way.My Grammer is very much screwed in here,but what does matter is the realization of truth that most of this is contributed by the politics [which btw can give our Parliament or any goddamn Parliament of the world a run for their own money] by the lesser know,much ado about friends.Academics is a side issue altogether.Its not as BAD as other factors, in the economics lingo.Inspite of the increased rush hour just to get over with syllabus,accounts is my interest in commerce.First day of reopening was mixed with a higher edge towards having suicidal tendencies.Sore throat,running nose,Rash,High Fever mixed with making me the highest scorer in languages in the last UT,didnt really help out any thing.If one has to go about judging my performance there, you wont be able to say much apart from
"Andho me Kaana Raja"
Some ray of hope and silver lining amongst the host of mucky black clouds was a delibrate sight,of choco-pie,which by all liklihood was just as deep,precious,and gorgeous amongst everything else.Also had a word with someone that would leave you green in all aspects and totally hating me.Perhaps that didnt lead to a better half of the remaining day.Behaviour and the vibes that came from everyone around was highly shocking and showed the true Karma Chameleon and also to conclude that real Nirvana cannot be attained or achieved,by all means it has to be felt through within.
Nonetheless a careful execution of my final analysis would finally draw near one different thing.The Hip wannabe something a pretty young thing gang acquired a lot of air,sluts are majorly bewildered with a few changes.Every single soul around has changed.Nothing is same.Not even my health and the lifestyle.Workout lead me to collapse[almost],had to miss the Euro Final.The simiar manner is a bitch,which is totally unaccepted and dismissed.On the advice of Motherjane its me Bitchslapping that women ,who is apeing every bit of my life in her filthy shoes,local i might as well add.Doing pathetic ,heinous acts like trying to ruin my life by spilling my stuff over me wont do any good to any bastard around.Deterioration and weathering are natural phenomena close to nature.I'm experiencing them through my eyes,beyond and near.In black coffee,Nirvana,and more caffeine i seek solace.

Future is Uncertain; and
The end is near.

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3 comments

  1. Read your blog and impressed I am. One thing yaar, stop writing in such flowery language, if you want your blog to read by all and sundry. You have a very good thought process but it gets lost in the words. Make it simple language, one that can be comprehended by majority of blog readers. This should make your blog exciting and fun. Best of luck girl.

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  2. Thanks, Glad you liked it!Lol flowery language,yea,just developed this irritating habit,trust me even my folks are not happy with all the complicated stuff i mention at the drop of the hat :D but then being oh so snob doesnt help;)
    Cheers and keep visiting!

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  3. lol , you sound flippin' exhausted !
    Chill out :)

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